HAPPY NEW YEAR 2070!

Yeah I know I'm a little late with the New Year wishes but my super hectic schedule prevents me from getting updated through the internet frequently. Well it's the beginning of another year already and like every year; I did make some resolutions to sum up with my unfulfilled resolutions of last year. No one and absolutely no one can compete with my laziness…I bet.

Now when I revive the memories from last year, I can recollect some good, some bad and some worst situations that life fed me with. I think getting into BPKIHS was the most vital part of the good memos and ahm…let me mention...grabbing the second position in inter-medical college essay competition. Furthermore, this strong feeling I get time and again is all thanks to the year that is bygone whereas getting to meet someone to whom now I would not throw a penny at is the bitterest period of my entire life.

Thank God! Time heals all our wounds.

Dancing in the New Year program, ‘Spandan’, disguised as a boy, I introduced a funny aspect to the life I'm carrying on. And when I get to write a New Year post for my blog next year, I want my happy moments to exceed the times that depressed me down.

The handsome boys of Batch 2012 

The Guys with The Guru

I got a membership in the Rotaract Club Of Dharan Ghopa this year. I remember during school days once when my teacher asked everyone of us about our aim and I, in a proud tone announced: "A social worker". Of course I remember changing my aim every spring (once I even thought of being a cook…lol) but being a rotaract is all about social service.

Now here’s my article which was published in our annual wall magazine. The wall magazine is an annual publication by the freshmen of BPKIHS and not all the newbie gets to get involved in the process of making of the wall magazine. Actually this wall magazine thing is a byproduct of Parikrama Students' Family which is a students' family of BPKIHS and does literature related activities including publishing the annual magazine, "Parikrama".

For those who are curious…No, I was not involved in the publication of the wall magazine because I am not one of the Parikramites which is unfortunate because I wasn't selected in the interview for its membership which is shameful.

And NO, I'm not here to publicize about Parikrama OR the wall magazine. And yeah…this is the first time ever in the history of my existence that my article was published somewhere. (I should celebrate!)

Don't you think it’s a waste of manpower that someone like me has not yet found any platform to express my talent… (LOL…sometimes I can't help but exude my pride!)

 Here's what I wrote for the magazine…

One Crush by Sambidha Sen Thakuri

"You’re desperate", she rolled her eyes in anger.

"How could someone look so pretty when angry?” my quick witty turn of the conversation made her anger melt in a twinkling of an eye and she couldn't help but spread that elegant smile on her lips.

But to be true her anger is of concern because all I've been doing this weekend is look at his picture and listen to his voice. A food-monster like me has been surviving with 2 hams and a diet coke for the last two days. Yeah, I've grown an obsession with him and I can't seem to remember when I started to be hopelessly head over heels for him. It's not that I'm the only one who's swayed by his charm and the smile that lights up the whole town but still I have this hope burning that someday he's going to notice me in between the crowd.

She's been my best friend since high school and we've been together through every thick and thin. And she claims that she's never seen me like this before…like ever. How do I make her believe that I'm really into him and someday, I’ll muster up all the courage I have and confess to him. Or I may do that sooner or maybe before this Christmas…if I get to meet him. But I have got to meet him before the winter holidays get over. What is so wrong with being forthright isn't it?

“He doesn’t even know you exist.”

Someone just passed the cruelest comment of the decade but with the equally majestic smile intact.

I pretend to turn deaf ears towards her.

Yeah, I know he’s full of schedule and is way too busy but Iike they say in the movies: when you really like someone, the whole universe aspires to bring you together.

Earnest desires create connections.

I chuckle and she notices.

“How about you come back to terra firma and keep this silly celebrity crush thing and your girly fantasy at bay for now?”

What? After all the efforts I made into downloading his songs and learning those lyrics by heart, she wants me to just give up. Absolutely not! This is gonna last.

“Sometimes fantasy is better than reality.”

Amused by my reply and unknown about the fact that it’s a movie dialogue I borrowed, she looked like an angel with the smile she wore when these words hit her eardrum.

Until I write again…keep smiling like you're gonna lose your teeth tomorrow!

:)